I've always joked with my friends about how I'm not a very patient person in most aspects of my life. For the last couple of weeks it's definitely seemed as if the lesson I'm supposed to be learning is just what I tend to be lacking. Regardless of the fact I'm not patient- I am persistent. Many would think those would go hand-in-hand, however, the amount my anger level increases when I become impatient and yet still find myself trying is an indicator one can exist without the other- in my opinion. I have fought through the nasty of the last couple of weeks as resiliently as I could, hoping my prayers would be answered- but I find my patience just about gone and my body becoming physically, mentally, and spiritually exhausted.
It sounds as though you are going through one of life's rough patches. Sometimes we pray and meditate and we feel unheard - as if nothing will transpire or change. Keep the faith girl, focus your energy envisioning the life you want, release it and trust that the universe is unfolding as it should. Maybe someday it will make sense. It's hard when we can't make sense of our reality though or figure out what exactly we are supposed to be learning from it. Frankly sometimes things just suck and we feel defeated by it all. Thankfully - the law of nature dictates that change is inevitable and the tide will soon turn. Sending you loving thoughts and healing light. I know you will start to feel better soon. Don't stop believing that it will- soon!
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